Kitanya
25 and still confused about life…

I don’t feel this old. I know I am because of how annoyed I get at teenagers and their drama, but it seems like I’m so far behind where I wanted to be in life…

I’m still not sure what I want to so with my life. I’m not sure if I will ever be able to hold a real job. I’m not sure day to day if I’ll be ok or not. I’m not sure whether to laugh or cry about how things are going. I’m not sure about anything I am.

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GUYS

NOT DED.

For serious. I’m actually doing fantastic! (Unless you specifically are counting today, as I am currently itchy as all hell because pollen.)

I started taking Enbrel, which is a medication for both arthritis and psoriasis, and OMG. My skin is doing FANTASTIC! And the pain is mostly gone!! I have been ecstatic for like… a week. XD

Been trying to increase my adherence to the Paleo diet. It’s hard. We can’t quite afford to eat meat as part of every meal, and I get tired of rice easily. What else do I fill my meal with? Vegetables are only so filling, y’know?

Anyways, it’s a process. I have found I like almond milk (at least the chocolate kind) so that’s promising. I mean, when I go out to eat it’s pretty much guaranteed that I’ll break the diet, buuuuut it’s tasty. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to quit bread forever… it’s been one of my favorite foods for as long as I can remember. And Nygil and I still have cheese all the time. Tooooo tasty. And I love corn!!!

But shhh…. I shouldn’t torture myself. I get BBQ burgers tonight, and we got some on sale giant Caramilk bars for me to enjoy while we’re visiting family and friends.

Oh man… those 5 hours of sleep have run out now, I think… suddenly very very tired and fuzzy in the head… zzzz

TMI - NSFW-ish

Ok, so I’ve noticed that a lot of girls think that sex is pointless if they don’t orgasm…

WTF?

I completely disagree. It feels great even without an orgasm, and in the case of a relationship, if you’re a girl who is difficult to bring to orgasm, why can’t you accept that sometimes you just can’t do it? I imagine to some this is paramount to blasphemy, but I’ve never had an orgasm during actual sex, and I’m fine with that.

We are working on fixing that, true, but even once we get it figured out I won’t expect it every time. I like being able to show him the raunchy depth of my love with my body, orgasms be damned!

*grumbles* Done now. Sorry to the less sexually active or uncomfortable ones of you out there. <3

Knitting related things for meeee

favouredsoul:

So this has been a news item for a little while now:

http://au.gamespot.com/features/the-dangers-of-gamer-entitlement-6350732/

Not just reading this article, and some of the terrible things it has mentioned but also the comments down below. It took me five or six comments before I couldn’t…

I disagree with being embarrassed, as I am clearly not one of these morons. But I don’t understand what the problem was with the comments underneath. I saw mostly people defending Hepler, or stating (in a reasonable and calm way) why they thought Hepler’s opinion was a bad one. HOW is that a bad thing? Why would you be ashamed of that?

And to give my two cents, I DO think that her idea is not a great one. While I HIGHLY enjoy the story to games, I don’t buy a game to watch a movie. Nor do I think that anyone should. If they want that sort of thing, they should simply take the cinematics and package them as a DVD, sell it for less. That would be a great idea, and not ruin the concept of gaming.

Also, I am REALLY bad for hitting buttons I don’t mean to, and I would be pissed beyond belief if I accidentally hit the skip combat button or something like that.

Another idea is to make a mostly, or even completely, conversation-based game. That would make sense, although it would have to be quite substantial. Something like the way Mass Effect had the different options, but with more consequences if you choose the wrong thing to say. Still, a bit dull though.

Anyway… I may or may not get yelled at for this. Yay!

Man….

I enjoy making things from scratch, but DAMN are muffin mixes good! And so easy!!! *cries*

(Oatmeal Chocolate Chip, and Banana)

So…

Both I and OmniPage are morons.

I didn’t have my scanner connected to the laptop.

>_>
<_<

Yep. 

WTF…

So my scanning program suddenly decided I no longer have the software for my scanner and so can’t scan anything… HOW does that happen?

Just thought I&#8217;d torture the masses. LOOK AT THIS GUY. What the hell??

Just thought I’d torture the masses. LOOK AT THIS GUY. What the hell??

I am currently swooning over the Marriott Fallsview Hotel Jr. Presidential room in Niagara Falls… SOOOO NIIIICE…. *sighs wistfully*