I don’t feel this old. I know I am because of how annoyed I get at teenagers and their drama, but it seems like I’m so far behind where I wanted to be in life…

I’m still not sure what I want to so with my life. I’m not sure if I will ever be able to hold a real job. I’m not sure day to day if I’ll be ok or not. I’m not sure whether to laugh or cry about how things are going. I’m not sure about anything I am.

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NOT DED.

For serious. I’m actually doing fantastic! (Unless you specifically are counting today, as I am currently itchy as all hell because pollen.)

I started taking Enbrel, which is a medication for both arthritis and psoriasis, and OMG. My skin is doing FANTASTIC! And the pain is mostly gone!! I have been ecstatic for like… a week. XD

Been trying to increase my adherence to the Paleo diet. It’s hard. We can’t quite afford to eat meat as part of every meal, and I get tired of rice easily. What else do I fill my meal with? Vegetables are only so filling, y’know?

Anyways, it’s a process. I have found I like almond milk (at least the chocolate kind) so that’s promising. I mean, when I go out to eat it’s pretty much guaranteed that I’ll break the diet, buuuuut it’s tasty. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to quit bread forever… it’s been one of my favorite foods for as long as I can remember. And Nygil and I still have cheese all the time. Tooooo tasty. And I love corn!!!

But shhh…. I shouldn’t torture myself. I get BBQ burgers tonight, and we got some on sale giant Caramilk bars for me to enjoy while we’re visiting family and friends.

Oh man… those 5 hours of sleep have run out now, I think… suddenly very very tired and fuzzy in the head… zzzz

Ok, so I’ve noticed that a lot of girls think that sex is pointless if they don’t orgasm…

WTF?

I completely disagree. It feels great even without an orgasm, and in the case of a relationship, if you’re a girl who is difficult to bring to orgasm, why can’t you accept that sometimes you just can’t do it? I imagine to some this is paramount to blasphemy, but I’ve never had an orgasm during actual sex, and I’m fine with that.

We are working on fixing that, true, but even once we get it figured out I won’t expect it every time. I like being able to show him the raunchy depth of my love with my body, orgasms be damned!

*grumbles* Done now. Sorry to the less sexually active or uncomfortable ones of you out there. <3

Reblogged for Nygil

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Reblogged for Nygil :P

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thegeekmaster:

cobwebs-and-cables:

If you’re stupid enough to break a girls heart, she deserves better than you. Jusssst sayin.

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I’d like to point out that Nygil broke my heart, multiple times, but I never gave up on him, and in turn when I fucked up, he didn’t give up on me. We are stronger than ever now, and I’d never have it any other way. <3

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Aww! Nygil and I cuddle like this!

thedailywhat:

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Poor Nygil… he would be so sad… but he never says he wishes for something, so he’s like… the only person who can escape this tragedy. <3

bluedogeyes:

This happens to me more often than you would think.

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